LAST BLOG IS 4 U!!!!!! ;)

Chorus: I cant eat noI cant sleep no, I cant think and all nite I weep Since U been gone. Look a me now who I be now Its because what you instilled in me but since U been gone 1st Verse: It was all a dream hearing about the day you past I was cutting Wayne hair and then a tear drop past Down to the ground I coudnt hardly blink I was in shock for a minute I couldnt hardly think Jus think we suppose to spend our life together U and me we suppose to be here forever but just then dam In an instance u was gone The one lady who taught me all my right from wrongs..........For the complete song and more from LIL B log onto :myspace.com/thabeastlilb
....................THANKS 2 EVERYONE WHO HAS FOLLOWED MY BLOGS THIS ENTIRE YEAR AND I APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT..................LIL B THA BEAST

THERITON!!!

T-talented in so many ways that I can not be stopped from achieving my goals and making my dreams come true.
H-has nothing but faith and God on my side so I have to succeed.
E-everything is against me but evrything is also on my side.
R-rising from the bottom to the top so I can feel true success when I make it where I want to be.
I-inconsistent with nothing he does and accomplishes everything.
T-tough on the inside so he has to be tougher on the outside.
O-only person who can stop Him is Him.
N-Never plans on stoppin g for noone.

Times Tickin!!!

As of today there are only 10 days of school left. I am waiting anxiously to get back to my job in Milwaukkee. I am beginning to miss the people I love the most. I am planning on going really hard with my work this last past week. If I can maintain my grades that I have now I can end up having a 3.0 gpa or higher. I will be happy and my mother will too. I am so ready to get out of school that I can barely focus on what I have to do. I have to refocus myself for this last week so I can make sure that I leave happy. Me and my floor mates all plan to work as hard as we have to in order to get the grades we deserve for this mark period. I am praying that I can make it through successully so I can have a pleasant Summer.

LAST 3 Weeks!

We only have 3 more weeks of school. I am so ready to get out of school. This has been a hectic year and I have worked really hard. I am just ready to get back to Milwaukee. Mississippi has been fun and I have enjoyed myself but I think my time is up here. I plan on finishing up with a high grade point average so I can leave with a smile on my face. My mom will also be smiling and she wont be on my back because I need a lot of space this Summer. I am going to enjoy my Summer too the fullest. Every chance I get I am going to try to have a lot of fun even when I am at work. I know that the Summer is going to past by fast but I am going to enjoy it like my last.

MY FAVORITE COLORS ARE BLUE AND WHITE!!!!!

This weekend I am goin to Mississippi State so that I can attend their upcoming Blue and White Weekend. I have never attended one in the past so I am a little excited. I hope this weekend doesn't end up like the previous Que-Delta weekend. I was so diasppointed about that but that is in the past now. I have very high hopes for this weekend and can not wait until it arrives. For now I have to make sure that I have all my school work taken care of so that I can be worry free the entire weekend. I do not want to be worrying about a paper that I have to do or a test that I have to study for. I want to be able to enjoy myself to the fullest. I hope that the weather is good and the women are beautiful because I am going freshly dressed to impress in my finest clothing. This may be my last trip I take before this semester is over so I just want to make the best out of it. I am going to make sure that my friends also have a good time because a few of them hav not been to this event either so we need to make it fun for ourselves even if it's not. So until next week I will let my bloggers know how this week goes so take care, be safe and have a great weekend like I plan to have. PEACE

Can U Say F-O-A-M!!!

Last night I went to my first foam party. It was held at the Empire in Hattiesburg, Mississippi. The foam party was more than I expected. First of all it was held on a Friday night in Hattiesburg and everyone knows how those usually go. When we arrived there it was no one in the line and very few cars present in the parking lot. As the night grew on more and more people started to show up. Before I knew it the club was packed like a Thursday College Night party. I was in shock but happy to see all the faces there. My friends and I immediatley got into the foam with all the wet and wild ladies and started acting a fool. There was so much foam that it was at knees and you could barey see the floor. Everyone in the party was either soaked in foam or they stayed in the back of the club. I think the people who did not get into the foam wasted their time and money because if it is a theme for a party and you do not participate in the theme what is the point og even going. I still had fun even though after the party my car was blocked in and it was freezin cold outside. I can not wait until my next foam party.

TOGA TOGA TOGA!!!!!

Tonight is the Toga Party at Club Empire for Que-Delta week. This is my first que-delta experience and my first toga party as well. Last night was the pool party and I am looking forward for tonighht too. I am not wearing a toga but I know there are going to be a lot of sexy ladies their with togas on. I can not wait until I get there and have a lot of fun with all my homeboys. We want to make sure that we get in so we are leaving early. We want to pay the cheapest price and not wait in those long desperate lines trying to get in the club. I heard that last years' party was pretty fun so I know that this years' will be more fun. This entire week has been so exciting and I am enjoying every moment of it because I might not experince this week again. That's why me and my home boys are acting a plum fool this whole week at every event making sure that we chersish every moment of Que-Delta 2009-The Takeover.!"

MY TURN!!!!!

It has been 19 years and I still have not achieved the glory which I seek.
I have been through the hardships, the headaches and felt as if I was stranded on a beach.
Everyday I rise, I thank God for awakening me
I ask God to take me,
I then question myself and start to wonder will my turn ever be taking.
Will I ever be on the long end of the handle and not on the sideline of the field.
I long for success.
I live for success.
I thrive for success.
I wait for my turn so I can show the world what I am made of.
I wait for my turn so I can prove that I am more than your thoughts of me.
I wait for my turn to inspire those who also wait.
But soon waiting leaves the list of options and taking becomes more sensible.
My turn doesn't seem to be coming fast enough so the spirit of taking what I believe I deserve is starting to take over.
I long for success.
I live for success.
I thrive for succes.
I can't wait until it's my turn.

Q-Delta!!!!

The biggest event that happens on the Southern Miss campus. Well, at least that's what I have been hearing since I have came to USM. I have never been to a Q-Delta week before so I am excited to be attending my first one. I heard that it's plenty of fun with lots of ladies around and that's exactly what I want to see. I have been workin out because I want to walk around with my shirt off at the carnival. I have been anticipating this event since the day I started classes. If this event is just a bunch of talk I am going to be really disappointed about this. However it turns out I am going to enjoy it.

MUSIC's Calling!!!!

Lately I have been spending numerous hours in the studio making music. I have been in the studio longer than I have been sleeping. Either I have been in the studio recording music, or I have been in my room writing music. I think my writing skills are progressing and I am becoming able to speak on more subjects. I am becoming more versatile with the topics I choose to write about and I am writing about more issues that affect not just me but everyone in the world. I think this is good because that way more people will be able to identify with my music and that way I can gain a larger fan base. That is a major factor in selling records and if I can get a large fan base before I get famous my chances are higher with selling more records. I am getting more confident in my music and feeling better when I am asked to recite a verse of mine or even talk about my music. I think I am growing into the artist that I have always wanted to be. By the end of this year I believe I will be able to stand proud and say that I am LIL B THA BEASR and this is what I have to offer to the music industry. So world get ready for me because I am coming like a hurricane with force and destroying everything in my path that is not with me.

SPRING BREAK PLANS!!!!

Spring Break is in just two weeks and I still have no plans yet. It seems as if everything is going wrong right before my vacation from school. My car's axle has broken and my grandfather has gotten sick. I think I am going to be sittin in Canton, Mississippi with my grandfather. Although I wanted to go to Miami, Florida, I need to stay and help my family take care of my grandfather. Miami is always going to be there but my grandfather's life is ending slowly. I want to make sure that I spend some time with him before The Good Lord calls him home from this earth. I am happy that I am at a point in my life where I can accept death and move on. I think I will still enjoy my spring break even though im not in the hot Florida sun with lots of beautiful women. I think that staying Canton is the right thing to do and I would want my grandson so spend it with me if I was sick. Spring Break, here I come.

MARDI GRAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is the first weekend that I am going to attend Mardi Gras. I have never been to Mardi Gras because I lived in Mississippi when I was much younger and no one ever took me. Now I am in college and I don't need anyone to take me there because I am able to take myself. I have heard so many good things about Mardi Gras and I am overly excited to see it for myself. The one thing that I want to see if it is true is the flashing of the breast. Rumor has it that when a woman shows her breast to an individual, they then reward her with a pair of beads. I am going to make sure I purchase enough beads to last me while I am there so that I can get to see enought breast until I am satisfied. I don't think I can ever see enough of those so I might just go broke on beads this weekend. All jokes aside, I hope that my first Mardi Gras experience is rememorable and that I have fun. I am going with people who I always enjoy myself with so this trip should just be another milestone to the fun we have had in the past. To everyone who plans on attending I hope that they are safe and be careful so that everyone can have a blessed weekend. Until next time, have a good weekend and God bless you.

MUSIC CHOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lately I have been listening to the radio and watching music channels a lot. I am an artist myself and I really like to see what other artist are doing these days. I haven't heard anything that has amazed me. Mostly everything that comes on the radio these days has something to do with some stupid dance. I am starting to wonder if anyone makes any music that is real anymore. Now everynow and then I hear a song that really means something but that happens rarely. That makes me really want to be in the music industry bevause it it mising that origianlity and realness that it once possessed. I just wonder sometimes what happened to the Public Enemy, KrS-One and the Commons'. All I am hearing now is the Soulja Boy and the Bow Wow which music is more for little kids than adults. I am determined to storm into the music industry and make everyone remember what real music is all about. Myself and others who believe in what I do have to make sure that hip-hop music isn't buried by all these wack rappers who are making this ridiculous music.

BIG WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow is my two friends birthday party. People have been talking about this party for the whole week. I am so excited because there are suppose to be so many people there. Well I don't really care about the people in general I just want to see the girls. This might be the biggest party of the year. The guest list is over capacity so if everyone shows up, there won't be enough room in the house to hold everyone. Since we are celebrating two peoples birthday at one time, there will be double the people there to see the both of them. I know both so I'm going to support them both. I hope everything goes well and nothing bad happens to ruin the party. Everyone will be there so it's bound to be someone there who doesn't like a certain person. When there is a lot of people in a room, someone always gets mad and wants to fight or cause a problem. Hopefully that doesn't happen tomorrow and we can have a good time. I want my friends to have a great birthday just like I had a few months ago.

SUPER BOWL WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is one of my favorite unofficial holidays of the year. This weekend is Super Bowl Weekend and for those who may not be football fans it is the biggest football game of the year. It is a game between the two best football teams of the year. Even though my favorite team isn't in it this year i am still goin to watch every minute of it just like I do every year. I usually go to a big party at my cousins house but this year I am in college and out of the state so I have no idea what I am going to do this year. I am sure someone will have a party and invite me to come.(HINT) Although I am not a big fan of either teams that are playing I think that it still may be a good game. The Pittsburgh Steeling and The Arizona Cardinals are both great teams and Im happy that they have worked hard enough this season to be playing in the big game this Sunday. I think I am going to place my bets on the Steelers just because they know what it takes to win a Super Bowl because they have a few in the past. I really don't care what team wins and I wish them both the best of luck. SEE EVERYONE THIS SUNDAY!

Watch Barack!!

I never thought that I would witness this day in my lifetime. Honestly, I never thought anyone would ever witness this day in their lifetime either. I was blessed and very proud to watch the inauguration of America's first African American President. When he was first elected president back in November 2008 I was in complete shock. I thought the government would try to swindle him out of his win like they did previous presidential candidates. Now I see that the world is changing and mayber it can be a better place after all. When Barack gave his speech I was in my class for the first half but I caught the last few minutes of it. However I did go on the internet and I read what was said. I honestly believe that Barack can pull America out of the slump that it is lying in. I do believe that it is not going to be an easy task alone but he will need the help of America as a whole in order to do so. Being preseident is a big role and during the inauguration I think Obama made it clear that he is ready to fill in the shoes of the resigned George Bush and do a better job than his fellow predecessor. As long as Obama gets the help of America as a whole and not just one group of people I beleive that in the famous words or Mr. Obama, "A Change Is Gonna Come."