Finding Me?????

I was sitting in my dorm room and started thinking. Yeah, that's right, Roberts Hall on the six floor. Anyway, I was doing some homework when my mind started roaming and I started thinking about my life. It's true that I am in coleege but for what? Everyone preaches on furthering your education and I also believe that education is key to success. However, I also would agree that education isn't the only key to success. I came to college because I didn't want to just be sitting at my mother's house doing nothing but watching television and eating up all the food. I now that everyone has a dream in life of what they want to do but are those dreams just illusions of what we know we really don't want? When I was little I always wanted to be a rapper so I started pursuing mu rap career by jus writing songs until I found somewhere to record them. Then, I changed my mind and wanted to be an artist when I figured out that I knew how to draw. Then, I wanted to be an accountant because this really beautiful lady pursuaded me to look innto the business because it was a really profitable and good profession to be in. Today, I have no idea of what I want to do with my life. I am the type of person who likes numerous things so I could change my mind on something real quick. I could want to do this thing Monday morning, and by Monday night I want to do something totally different. My family has always told me to follow my heart nad let God lead the way and I won't go a stray. Well, I've been listening to my heart say nothing and I don't think I've been hearing God clearly. I try my best to be open minded to new things and I may end up having some interest in it but it seems as if I don't like a lot of new things I've been introduced to lately. Sometimes I think that maybe I have no purpose in life but I know that that is not true so I keep my head up. I know one day I will be led into what I want to do for the rest of my life. I just have to be patient and let time go bye and before I know it my destiny will be at my footsteps. But, until then I'm going to continue on through my journey of life and try to find me.